So maybe…

So maybe I was a bit too anxious about everything. I completely freaked out when I realized that I wasn’t seeing results in almost all the areas of my life. But I’ve come to realize what Phil 4:6-9 really means.

Learning to Trust God
Learning to Trust God

6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.

7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

8 Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things.

9 The things you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you.

P.S: Ever notice how I say “so maybe..” for almost every certainty in my life?

What’s your plan?

I believe each and everyone of us has some idea of what we want to do, if not a definite answer to the question ” Where am I heading at?”. I’ve met a lot of people hanging in the balance of infinitum and not knowing for themselves what they want to do or what they can do for that matter. But let me remind you, we are a people of destiny. Not fate. Fate says that things happen as they have to and no one controls it , it chooses itself. We don’t believe in fate. We believe in Destiny.

Jeremiah 1:5 

5 “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.”

So its obvious that we have a purpose for our life! God did not create us because for ‘timepass’
No. He ordained  and set us apart, a chosen generation.

So what then? I, for one feel really special. And one should. For knowing that you are chosen and unique will fill you with a sense of heavenly pride. The good sort, where you feel confident about yourself and all.

And as I was meditating on the scriptures God gave me a revelation from Matthew about our purpose.I was reading the birth of Jesus and God showed me how Joseph fulfilled what God purposed for his life.

The Bible testifies Joseph to be a good man. It actually says in  Matthew 1:19

“Because Joseph her husband was a righteous man and did not want to expose her to public disgrace, he had in mind to divorce her quietly.”( Mat 1:19)

Now this is what Joseph had decided. And the Bible even credits unto him righteousness. So if you think about it, the Bible says that whatever he did or thought he was righteous. So here was a man who being righteous wanted to do a good act (i.e save his fiance from judgement) and back out quietly. Now lets look at what the next verse says.

20 But after he had considered this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, “Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. 21 She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins.”

God told me three things after I read this.

  1. Joseph had decided his course of action. And lets remember that we are talking about a Righteous man here and in our times we would probably liken him to our Pastor or a Man of God.
  2. But God had other plans.
  3. Joseph was willing to change his plans for God’s perfect plan and in turn became a History Maker. And thus, Jesus was born and was called the Son of Joseph, a descendant of David, as the scripture records in Matthew 1:verse 22-  All this took place to fulfill what the Lord had said through the prophet: 23“The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel”—which means, “God with us.”

So are you willing to lay aside your plan and seek God for his perfect plan for your life?

My Update: Nov 1st

Lately I’ve realised how incomplete I am without praying and meditating on his word.
I became vulnerable, sick, tired, indecisive and even went back to my old ways all because I didn’t pray.

It has been weeks since I’ve maintained a relationship with God. I’ve just been doing it as a ritual . Not as something that I loved doing.I love spending time with him and when I started to not do that I realised that I’ve lost something. My future seemed dry and dark. I would fall into bouts of depression and cry to no end.

All because I didn’t pray. No-all because, I  decided not to pray. You are who you are because of the choices you make in your days. You choose to be a particular and consequentials follow. As you sow, you shall reap.

Our experiences shape the way we are. Past experiences are recorded as learning steps. And no matter how many times you say that what you feel now is real and valid. Tomorow holds another feeling and another truth.
Some things you can change and others just don’t change. Like trusting your mom or loving your sibling.
Time can change that , so can experiences. You may dislike either of them for a limited period of time. But depending on who you are now and what you have experienced it will all change.

Even GOD changes for some people. Today he is an everlasting Father. Tomorrow He is one who just tests me.But I’ve realised that he never changes for himself. He is the same today,yesterday and forever.