Words on a screen

This last month has caused me to rethink a few  all of my priorities. I found myself going back to the first post on oscarisms.wordpress.com and looking at all the different experiences I’ve had. Most importantly, reading what I have learned through the Word of God over the years.

The main purpose of this blog was for an older Oscar, just incase he got stuck or wanted to thank God he’d have all the information he forgot on the web.

Currently the older Oscar, as compared to the one writing with bad grammar in 2006 is grateful that he started this blog.

I think i’ll start to pen down my life once again. Without the many passwords this time. (I forgot most of them lol)

-Me

So maybe…

So maybe I was a bit too anxious about everything. I completely freaked out when I realized that I wasn’t seeing results in almost all the areas of my life. But I’ve come to realize what Phil 4:6-9 really means.

Learning to Trust God
Learning to Trust God

6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.

7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

8 Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things.

9 The things you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you.

P.S: Ever notice how I say “so maybe..” for almost every certainty in my life?

My Expressionist poem

Is it really oursto dictate

the terms and conditions

along the rolling credits

straining to see the imprint

on our lives?

 

Is not a big circle

never ending in its length

its diameter?

so wide and long 

that it can fit it all

the things that seem so endless

and it could fit a thousand letters.

 

It would seem that our lives

are govern’d by the scythe 

waiting to cut the thread

on which rests our life,

and fate decides

where we tread.

But of course there exists

no great folly as fate.

 

Nay we are govern’d

by Destinty

for it doesnt dictate

unlike Fate

as once again

there exists no such a thing.

 

All’s the world a stage

they say,(but)

I say its Improv Everwhere

its every decision you take

at every crossroad you make,

draws you one step close to the edge.

 

Will you embrace the fall

or hold you peace now and forever all?