19 and….

I turn 19 today
One who grew up in the last 18
with me called yesterday

Nice. 19 and
she doesnt forget but
the one I really wanted to call hasn’t
I prayed for her to wake
I wait

Funny how the most stupidest things are life’s
Most looked forward to in spite
Of all the sorrow and love

I turned to see I wouldn’t live life another way.
I wouldn’t exchange my Dad My Mom My Bro
I wouldn’t exchange my shame my pain my sorrow
I wouldn’t exchange my girl(?) my friend or foe

I wouldn’t even if i would get a chance from HIM incarnate.

19..Some haven’t had the chance to see their day.
Some boy somewhere doesn’t even have a friend to call and say “Wish you a…”
Wonder whats the inside of a car.
Don’t know big M stands for.
Ponder why people throw garbage and spit in their home (the street)
Console themselves on an empty stomach; food tomorrow.
Even cry, though born they yearn for a mom.

I wish I could round up all these kids who don’t have a place to go to today and
say “Happy Bday” wish I could go and give them something…Something (a hug) to let them know that God cares.

Even if it is a pencil that they desire. Even if it is a brother-mother-father.

God Loves you.
For he sure does love me…